I am yearning for a Cintiq again. I have all these images in my head I really want to get out; but when I try to sketch them on paper, I just want to cry. -_-
I finally recovered from buying my computer; and I don't want to spend that, bam, right away, on a Cintiq.
Thing is, the computer is a hobby thing, while with a drawing tablet, I want to get better and better, make it into an actual career; sketching just doesn't do it any more. And I have this thing about getting 'the newest thing' (don't most people) because for, forever, I've always been buying from other people, or 'the other thing', 'the thing that costs less' when I was never satisfied with it in the first place, it was just more available or in my price range. So I kinda decided (except for cars ehehe ... probably won't ever buy a brand new car), if I'm ever going to get anything again, I'll just get it new.
Had more cool dreams with symbolic stuff; got a new notebook which my brain is happy with and have been writing new random stories every few pages; somehow I'm not crying in frustration because I can't finish them. My story I shall just call 'Noah' right now is the most current one that may end up being longer than the others.
Woot science fiction. I missed thee ... it would suck to be the only girl in existence (as far as you knew). Serious guts to do what she does and not go insane, you know?
And really wanting a Cintiq. I think I'm as obsessed with that as some people are with cars and, I don't know, paintings? Houses? Books